Chained and Jailed by society!

We might not see our chains and see the bars to our cells but we are chain and jailed by society which it demands of us. Truly "Being free" what is that? Only a select few can honestly say that and the only way we will hear them say that is if we go looking for them cause if you asking the people around you when you are living it you won't find it. You won't see free people around sitting in a restaurants or in the line to buy popcorn, No this is completely the opposite of being free!

Look around You at any given moment, sitting at work in traffic we are chained to our desk or our trade till the time we have been paid to work, till that time has come to pass, You can't just leave work and expect to feel free even if it is a dream job, No matter what, at some point there will be a moment when you realize that you are actually not free. I have been wrestling with this for sometime now and the closest I feel to being free is when I only lengthen my chains, we are all slave to something, individuals experience this differently.

Until I saw it,the only time when one is truly free is when two instances occur in their life. When everything you see is like you have seen it for the first time, example: a kid watching a fountain show or an adult staring at the northern lights or a young traveler looking at the Eiffel tower for the first time. You see our problem is that we have trained ourselves to become numb to the wonders around us and of this world in all their greatness and amazement, instead we look at them once, three times feel that amazing feeling and forget about it and there is a drive for a want to see more, it is our greed we lust over more we want more and more! and more! everyday until we have slaved ourselves to fulfill these quests of seeing what we haven't seen. Working harder at work to provide these needs forgetting the value of just waking up after sleeping, breathing air that seems so simple but until you taking your last breath seems so scary.

We have forgotten how it is to be free we close ourselves off from the soul to the heart, the mind to the walls and bars that surround our lives, with gates and jobs. We place material wants above needs, because needs are not as freeing as wants!?, so we convince ourselves that we want these things in order to live a fulfilling free felt life. 

Free: Not under the control or in the power of another, able to act or be done as one wishes.

Its amazing if I had to ask people before they read this, how free they are, many say "yes im free".

Being free is nearly a state of mind where if your mind is chained you are chained discover where the first link of your chain began and break it, if that is too hard already: identifying one link at a time and breaking it. Yes this is slower but less scary. This being said it is not an easy thing to do as we have built our lives up by not being free, so naturally we are scared of the opposite occurrence because we can't see it and would it not be easier to see what the freest future holds?

Is HELL not having what you want?

Often I hear people say, "This is Hell on earth"... This got me questioning what is hell to a person and hell taught by scholars? Each person has their own hell, as they own their own uniqueness, one persons pain is another's hell and another's hell is another's bliss. Do we share Hell or does hell belong to that one person, would you know you are in hell?

Hell explained and taught by religious scholars is described as the absence of God, is the opposite of Love, without. 

I really don't like talking about this topic, not because it scares me, because people tend to ignore me when I talk about spirituality , I am a religious person and I am highly spiritual weather you believe it or not, I have often had encounters with the realising fact that we are not alone, people say aliens I say different.

"The hard part is that something I desire is in front of me and the Hell'ish part is that I can't have it"... That's when it hit me Hell is going be HELL x 100000000! A simple way to explain what im thinking is, imagine being an addict of any sort, you cant quit your addiction, You cant hide from it, You cant suppress it, but You desire it even more you cant have it! It owns you, dictates to You, controls your Soul your inner being , there is absolutely no escaping it. 

Often I find myself not wanting something until I see it. This is where I think many people have rude awakenings, maybe not now, even in decades to come. I am human, I know what humans are like, we are open books, we are weak, and we will always be the same stretching through generations, young and old we will always desire something that someone else has even to an extent that we don't know what we desire till we die but the desire will be there.

Having said that, I believe that Hell will be everything you want and desire and more but with out it. 

Now Hell in my mind would be knowing this and not having it, more so the opposite of having it all (Heaven). At that moment you you feel like the student that had the opportunity to spot for that exam and did not even try. It will leave you with a bitter and spiteful taste within your being.

Matthew Simon " You wont know what Hell is till you see what Heaven is"

What have we done?

There comes a point in a persons life where they will be asked "what have You done". This can be asked in sadness, happiness, curiosity and in anger. It hurts my heart to see how people act and what people do, to a point where I hold back tears. Oh how humanity has lost its way, even more so to the point where this is the way of humanity. Life is so beautiful its a shame one could not stop to smell the roses with out being rapped, robbed, or killed.

I see seas of hate and white dresses fade, marriages broken, friends that have not spoken, loved ones with uncontrolled emotions. Non believers with different notions, true believers with multiple misdemeanors. The youth of the day are caught in a tornado of dirt and decay, abortion is the norm and growth is seen being a cursed newborn, loves true lie is where bodies lie warm. The light of the world is the quality of humanity thats measured without the quantity of what causes our calamity.

It hurts to say but what about the ones that lead people astray, the hurt in their lives is what defines them each day. The rocky display of a couple today to the example of the women on display, there is a destruction on its way, we can't see its on its way. The choice to pray or play or believe in yourself today is the question that brings us back to "what have you done?".

Its visible and silent the manifestation of ones imploding the concoction of destruction in lifes unknown potion it will reveal its ingredients when asked :"What have You done?"